The Morgan Hill Sprint Triathlon was this Sunday. I LOVE this event because it is practially in the backyard of where I grew up, is a beautiful course, AND really sets the tone of the beginning of triathlon season AND summer. Sunday's race was the 5th year I have done this event. I have done the full event, and also as a relay. I did Sunday as a relay and did the run portion.
Doing just the run of a triathlon is AMAZING. No bike to lug around. No wetsuit to squeeze yourself into. I showed up to the event with my running shoes and a starbucks drip coffee the size of my head. I was ready to go.
My other teammates dominated the bike and swim and I headed out to my run. The run is 5 miles, and I haven't ran that far since the San Diego 10k in February. Since I am all about the bike right now, I have decided to not stress about running. I decided not to wear my watch and just find my natural pace that was still challlenging. Part of me felt kind of funny passing people because, hello, I didn't bike or swim. My legs were fresh. Well, compared to people doing the full race.
The 5 miles felt good...challenging, but good. I checked my time when I got home.50:50. I would have liked to have been under a 10 minute pace, but I am very happy with this time. Out of curiosity I checked my run time on previous races of this course. This was the second fastest I have done this run (which includes doing relay AND full course). And then I looked at my time in 2008, when I was a triathlon junkie. Here are my results:
swim ( 0:25:46.1 ) t1 ( 0:04:17.0 ) bike ( 0:57:30.5 ) t2 ( 0:02:39.1 ) run ( 0:48:21.7 )
Ouch. I did that run in less than 10 minute pace AND I did the swim and bike.
Who the heck was that girl? Or rather, WHERE the heck did she go?
OK, so here comes the moment in any weekend warrior triahlete's life when she has to decide if this is the moment to reframe the past. One option is for me to beat myself up for not being strong like I was before. Then I can give myself permission to be all "whoa is me...I am lame...blah blah blah pity party time."
No.
That is not an option. There is no self growth in that pity party.
So I decided to step back and do something that we should all do from time to time.
Admire yourself.
I tore that triathlon up. That is awesome. Looking back it was a stressful time as well---we had a busy event filled month at work and hubby and I just put an offer on our first place. I was racing every week. I was on fire! I know this sounds all big headed though it's not tooting my own horn--- it's more looking at myself in an objective way.
2009, 2010, and 2011 I was not that person. And that's ok. I still did great things--Seattle to Portland, 3.6 mile swims, attacking a 1/2 ironman again.
This year I am in a different place. Trying to balance the intensity of my 2008 self with the realities of my 2009-2011 self. The real reality is, I did weigh less in 2008. So, I am back on track with the weight watchers --the last 3 weeks I fell off the wagon. But now I am back on track. Not sure if I will be my 2008 weight, but that is not the point. The point is I am working hard and focused. From now on with every big workout I wll tell myself, "Today I will eat the bee."
"Eating the Bee" is my new phrase inspired by Jens Voigt, an awesome cyclist with even awesomer catch phrases ("SHUT UP LEGS!"). He was riding a stage of the Tour of California last week and a bee landed on his lip. He decided to leave the bee alone and be peaceful. But then the bee stung him. So what did he do? He ATE the bee! Show that bee who is boss!
Yesterday I decided to eat the bee. Hubby and I did hill repeats at Mt. Eden.Of course, before we even started the ride I noticed my front tire was flat. Fine. Let's fix it and get on with life. I rode hard. That is the point of Hill Repeat Monday. For all 3 times I rode Mt. Eden I maintained 93% heart rate. Each time when I hit the top I nearly had a breakdown like this.
But I did it. I ate that bee.And hopefully it will make me a stronger rider.
What bee will YOU eat today.?
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Sunday, May 6, 2012
"She was going so slow downhill, it was like she was going uphill!"
A couple weeks ago I wrote that my bike and I are now in a committed relationship.
Well, after yesterday's Wine Country Century in Santa Rosa, one of us sleeping on the couch.
If we were in couple's therapy, a session might go something like this:
Me: It's just sooooo hard. Riding a bike is so hard.
Bike: If you just go to know me better, and were prepared it wouldn't be so hard. It's like you don't trust me going down the hill---you squeeze my brakes so hard. And your cadence is all over the place--pick a number already!
Me: Don't judge me!
Bike: And the swearing! Why must you swear so much when you go up a hill?
Therapist: Ok, great work today. Same time next week?
I love my bike. I really do. And yesterday was just a bad bad bad day.
One of the things I like about having a blog is I can refer back to it and reflect on past experiences. This is the first time in four years where I have fully committed to my training. Four years ago I was training for Barb's Race, which is two weeks after Death Ride. Out of curiosity I thought it would be interesting to see where I was in my training around the same time (roughly two months until Goal Event). Here is an excerpt of the post:
At the beginning of this month, something happened that deep down I knew would eventually happen:
I didn't meet my goal.
I believe the risk of failing is one of the things we have to consider when we set goals for ourselves.
This was in reference to a half marathon I did, where I was really hoping to PR. I was training like I had never trained before. I had done a 1/2 marathon the month before in 2:02 and was determined to have a sub 2 hour marathon. And I didn't. And I was frustrated:
The disappointment I felt in myself brought a thought that I tried to push aside: why bother working so hard if the payoff isn't there? This thought is what I call being in the dark place of running and teetering so close to the edge where drooling over running shoes doesn't seem as important as being a couch zombie zoning on reality TV. I feared that my tendency to not finish what I started would come back because I know my personality likes to take on things quickly but lacks the drive to follow them through.
In the end I reminded myself this was not my BIG event. That it was all in prep for Barb's Race.
So, four years later I am in the same place. Sorta. Which is reassuring because it means I am working my body hard. This is the point where doubt and freaking out should happen because two months is not that far off, though in training that 2 months can really make a difference.
Ok, so on to yesterday's century.
Wait..before I get to that, I have to explain the week I had.
So, last Saturday was my 100 mile ride, which I blogged about. I have kept my plan to ride every day. So, Monday I did hill repeats with my friend Lisa up Mt. Eden. It was awesome! I had never felt that strong going up that hill in the 8 years I have ridden up it! And my legs weren't screaming at me after the long ride on Saturday. So, Tuesday night was two mile test with my workout group. The first Tuesday of the month is always two mile test and I was not looking forward to it. my legs were NOT fresh. We did our warm ups and then Coach told me to go. I hit start on my watch and moved it to a screen that would not show my time. I did not want to obsess about it. So, I decided to just listen to my body---see what pace it wanted to go that was still a challenge. No music. No constantly checking my pace. It was just me, my legs, and the track, It was feeling good. With a half lap to go I decided to check my time.
"Holy (expletive!)" I whispered out loud.
It read 19 minutes!
Last month my time was 20:52. My first run test of the season in February was 22:47.
I sprinted my heart out. I wanted to be under 20 minutes. I did it in 19:35. I took 3 minutes off my time! I was shocked. And elated. I talked to coach about it and she said why should I be surprised, I have been working hard. yeah, I said, but my legs are just tired. I didn't know they had it in them. To which she said it is good to work out on tired legs, i can pull from this experience when I am doing Death Ride.
The next morning before work a friend and I rode Montebello. It felt great as well. I mean, it is still challenging for me to climb 1900 miles in 5 miles, but it wasn't as bad as before.
Thursday and Friday were both light recovery rides so I trainered while watching bad TV. Dennis and I decided to make a weekend away for my bike ride. I drove to Guerneville Friday afternoon (ugh 3 hour commute--yuck!) and he rode his motorcycle there. We went to dinner and then crashed. I woke up the next morning and met my friends at the ride start. I decided to do the 200k.
I ended up doing 80 miles.
The ride was beautiful. There was a challenging climb about 20 miles in. It was hard. And my quads were shot. This was not a good sign. I made it to the first rest stop, ate and drank and then headed out. The downhill was intense, we were headed to the coast and it was very twisty turny. There was a guy dressed in a grim reeper costume holding a sign that read: "slow."
So my hands became one with my brakes. I went slowwwwwww. So slow that one guy on the ride was actually talking about me. It was after the hill when we were on highway one, and he was talking to his buddy (didn't realize I was behind them) "did you see that girl? She was going so slow downhill it was like she was riding uphill."
Ouch.
I shouted, "THAT WAS ME!" but he didn't hear me.
The rest of the ride was very pretty but my body was just not having it. My hips hurt, but mostly my thighs were on fire. People kept whizzing past me. And then I had a big old pity party: I am a slow, crappy cyclist. I am not good at this. What the heck was I thinking signing up for death ride, I am not good at this. I don't deserve to be here.
Yeah. It got dark. At about 65 mile I decided to do the 100 mile route and took the cut off. Except, it turned out to be the cut off for the 35 mile route. I was beat up. And I was disappointed with myself for not doing the whole distance. Why was this ride so hard? What is going on?
I talked it over with Dennis (who reassured me that 80 miles is nothing to sneeze at). So, right now I am going to focus on numbers: heart rate and cadence. The big leg muscles are doing lots of work so those little muscles need to engage and my cadence should be faster. I need to think about my nutrition because all week long I was hungry and tired. So, the good news is I have consistent working out as part of my routine. Now is the part where I have to fine tune things.
My next event is the Sequoia Century. It is a very hilly 100k and I need to be ready for it. I WILL be ready for it.
Well, after yesterday's Wine Country Century in Santa Rosa, one of us sleeping on the couch.
If we were in couple's therapy, a session might go something like this:
Me: It's just sooooo hard. Riding a bike is so hard.
Bike: If you just go to know me better, and were prepared it wouldn't be so hard. It's like you don't trust me going down the hill---you squeeze my brakes so hard. And your cadence is all over the place--pick a number already!
Me: Don't judge me!
Bike: And the swearing! Why must you swear so much when you go up a hill?
Therapist: Ok, great work today. Same time next week?
I love my bike. I really do. And yesterday was just a bad bad bad day.
One of the things I like about having a blog is I can refer back to it and reflect on past experiences. This is the first time in four years where I have fully committed to my training. Four years ago I was training for Barb's Race, which is two weeks after Death Ride. Out of curiosity I thought it would be interesting to see where I was in my training around the same time (roughly two months until Goal Event). Here is an excerpt of the post:
The risk we take...
I didn't meet my goal.
I believe the risk of failing is one of the things we have to consider when we set goals for ourselves.
This was in reference to a half marathon I did, where I was really hoping to PR. I was training like I had never trained before. I had done a 1/2 marathon the month before in 2:02 and was determined to have a sub 2 hour marathon. And I didn't. And I was frustrated:
The disappointment I felt in myself brought a thought that I tried to push aside: why bother working so hard if the payoff isn't there? This thought is what I call being in the dark place of running and teetering so close to the edge where drooling over running shoes doesn't seem as important as being a couch zombie zoning on reality TV. I feared that my tendency to not finish what I started would come back because I know my personality likes to take on things quickly but lacks the drive to follow them through.
In the end I reminded myself this was not my BIG event. That it was all in prep for Barb's Race.
So, four years later I am in the same place. Sorta. Which is reassuring because it means I am working my body hard. This is the point where doubt and freaking out should happen because two months is not that far off, though in training that 2 months can really make a difference.
Ok, so on to yesterday's century.
Wait..before I get to that, I have to explain the week I had.
So, last Saturday was my 100 mile ride, which I blogged about. I have kept my plan to ride every day. So, Monday I did hill repeats with my friend Lisa up Mt. Eden. It was awesome! I had never felt that strong going up that hill in the 8 years I have ridden up it! And my legs weren't screaming at me after the long ride on Saturday. So, Tuesday night was two mile test with my workout group. The first Tuesday of the month is always two mile test and I was not looking forward to it. my legs were NOT fresh. We did our warm ups and then Coach told me to go. I hit start on my watch and moved it to a screen that would not show my time. I did not want to obsess about it. So, I decided to just listen to my body---see what pace it wanted to go that was still a challenge. No music. No constantly checking my pace. It was just me, my legs, and the track, It was feeling good. With a half lap to go I decided to check my time.
"Holy (expletive!)" I whispered out loud.
It read 19 minutes!
Last month my time was 20:52. My first run test of the season in February was 22:47.
I sprinted my heart out. I wanted to be under 20 minutes. I did it in 19:35. I took 3 minutes off my time! I was shocked. And elated. I talked to coach about it and she said why should I be surprised, I have been working hard. yeah, I said, but my legs are just tired. I didn't know they had it in them. To which she said it is good to work out on tired legs, i can pull from this experience when I am doing Death Ride.
The next morning before work a friend and I rode Montebello. It felt great as well. I mean, it is still challenging for me to climb 1900 miles in 5 miles, but it wasn't as bad as before.
Thursday and Friday were both light recovery rides so I trainered while watching bad TV. Dennis and I decided to make a weekend away for my bike ride. I drove to Guerneville Friday afternoon (ugh 3 hour commute--yuck!) and he rode his motorcycle there. We went to dinner and then crashed. I woke up the next morning and met my friends at the ride start. I decided to do the 200k.
I ended up doing 80 miles.
The ride was beautiful. There was a challenging climb about 20 miles in. It was hard. And my quads were shot. This was not a good sign. I made it to the first rest stop, ate and drank and then headed out. The downhill was intense, we were headed to the coast and it was very twisty turny. There was a guy dressed in a grim reeper costume holding a sign that read: "slow."
So my hands became one with my brakes. I went slowwwwwww. So slow that one guy on the ride was actually talking about me. It was after the hill when we were on highway one, and he was talking to his buddy (didn't realize I was behind them) "did you see that girl? She was going so slow downhill it was like she was riding uphill."
Ouch.
I shouted, "THAT WAS ME!" but he didn't hear me.
The rest of the ride was very pretty but my body was just not having it. My hips hurt, but mostly my thighs were on fire. People kept whizzing past me. And then I had a big old pity party: I am a slow, crappy cyclist. I am not good at this. What the heck was I thinking signing up for death ride, I am not good at this. I don't deserve to be here.
Yeah. It got dark. At about 65 mile I decided to do the 100 mile route and took the cut off. Except, it turned out to be the cut off for the 35 mile route. I was beat up. And I was disappointed with myself for not doing the whole distance. Why was this ride so hard? What is going on?
I talked it over with Dennis (who reassured me that 80 miles is nothing to sneeze at). So, right now I am going to focus on numbers: heart rate and cadence. The big leg muscles are doing lots of work so those little muscles need to engage and my cadence should be faster. I need to think about my nutrition because all week long I was hungry and tired. So, the good news is I have consistent working out as part of my routine. Now is the part where I have to fine tune things.
My next event is the Sequoia Century. It is a very hilly 100k and I need to be ready for it. I WILL be ready for it.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Why can't 30 be enough?
The curse is broken.
I did an organized ride on Saturday and DID NOT SAG. Whoo hoo. I was 2 for 2 for 2012 (Cinderella and Tierra Bella respectively) on SAG rides so was unsure if this was the new norm.
The ride was the Folsom Powerhouse Century. I found it randomly online and did it with my friends whom I did the Seattle to Portland ride with. One of my friends lives in Sacramento so I decided to make it a weekend. It was nice to reunite the STP wolfpack.
We woke up at 4:45, ate some oatmeal and eggs and drove out to Folsom. Like most of the things I do--the ride didn't go totally as planned.
It was a small event (I think they said 110 people were signed up for the 65 and 100 mile option, not sure how many did the 30 miler). The check-in was chill, which was a nice contrast to the crazy insanity of Cinderella. (Though I was lucky this was NOT a Sag ride because the cue sheets read, "call ted if you need SAG." As in: ONE. SAG. DRIVER. eek.) The route sheet was printed landscape format so I had to do a little origami to make it fit in my route sheet holder.
I have come to terms with something: my route sheet holder, crazy pink bike with silver handlebars, 3 water bottle cages, and bento box really make me a big old bike poser.
And I am totally cool with that.
So we head off and follow a woman starting the ride. We were on the American River Trail. We rode about a mile and thought it was strange there weren't arrows yet. We pulled over and checked the route sheet. yeah...we weren't supposed to get on the trail. Oopsie. We headed back. I tried to keep a positive attitude and thought, "yay! This means we are way more hardcore and are going to do 102 miles instead of 100!"
We finally got on the real route. I stayed with one of my friends (the other was fending off a cold and opted to do the 30) for about 7 miles and then we went our own pace (she is faster and when our wolf pack is in training mode we have a mutual agreement that it's ok to have different paces and we don't have to ride together the whole time.). At mile 12 there was a mini rest stop with water and a limited amount of refreshments. I filled up my water and ate one of the fig newtons I bought at the grocery store the night before. I bought the organic kind that are in bulk in bins, not really thinking that things go kinda stale in bins. I bit down on the newton and it was like eating wood. Eek! I grabbed an orange slice and brownie bite from the rest stop and headed out.
At this point I was riding for almost 90 mins (the getting lost part added to time on the bike). I looked down at the ground and saw written in chalk:
"30 mile turn around."
"Hmmmm," I thought to myself, "Why can't 30 be enough?"
I mean, seriously, a 30 mile bike ride is still a significant ride. Why couldn't that be enough for me, why do I sign up for these looooong events? I mean, I could have, like, a whole day to take care of stuff if I was cool with riding only 30 miles.
Hmmm...perhaps that is the reason why I do these long events so I don't have to the other things.Like clean my car out. Organize my kitchen drawers.
The next 20 miles were beautiful: rolling green hills, babbling brooks, empty roads. There was a slight climb for awhile (at this point I was by myself--the riders were very spread out). I made a left turn at a stop sign and I was flying! This side of the mountain was much steeper so it was a fast downhill. I hit the stop sign at the bottom of the hill. You could go right or left. However, something was missing.
Arrows.
Hmmm...well THAT could be a problem.
I studied the route sheet and wasn't quite sure where I missed the arrow. I turned around and started riding.
Oops. What goes down MUST come up. That fast hill I sped down meant it would be a grueling climb. I went a few hundred feet and noticed more riders flying down. Maybe I was originaly going the right way. When it was safe I headed back down and followed two other riders who made a right at the stop sign. I caught up to one of them and asked if they were doing the 100 mile or 65 mile option.
"Uh, we are just riding on our own. Is there a ride today?"
Um, eek?
One of the riders was wearing a Death ride jersey and was a local and was nice enough to tell me which way I need to go.
"Yeah," he said. "You have to turn left and go on Chili hill. Which means you'll have to go UP that hill."
"Hmmm," i said, "Well I am training for death ride, so it will probably be good for me."
"Yeah," he said, "You can't really skip the hill parts on the Death Ride."
So I headed back and saw a couple riders at the bottom of the hill scratching their heads (well, their helmets) examining their route sheet.
I asked if they were lost. They said yes. And then I said in a peppy cheerleader voice that was totally lacking sarcasm, "Follow me! We gotta go UP that hill. Whoo hoo!"
Maybe they slipped something in the water? No clue where that enthusiasm came from.
We chugged along up the hill. We found the place where we were supposed to turn and got back on the route. Then we climbed another hill. I ate some jelly bellies and drank some water and wondered what kind of delicious treats would be at the next rest stop.
I was about a couple miles from the rest stop and spotted my friend riding on the other side.
"Hey!" She said, "Turn around and ride with me."
"How was the food at the rest stop?" I asked.
"It didn't really have anything."
So I turned around and joined her. We shared our ride experience. She too had missed arrows. Thank goodness for route sheets. There were some riders stopped on the road confused by the route. Apparently the rode we were on was not on the route sheet but there were arrows on it. In a couple minutes suddenly there was a big group of us on the side of the rode trying to make heads or tails of this ride. We finally all agreed to just keep following the arrows and hoped they were for our ride.
At around mile 60 there was a water stop. Just water. No bathrooms. Actually only one of the "rest" stops had restrooms, which is a little unusual for a 100 mile ride. I tried to maintain my good attitude and thought to myself, "It's a small ride. It's for charity. It's hard work to organize events. I am not
going to complain."
Then we hit a hill. A 3 mile hill. Whew! This is hard! I was definitely feeling all the training from the previous week and was getting a little tired. I wondered if anyone had ever fallen asleep on a bike before.
We FINALLY hit the downhill and followed the arrows (kinda dicey with sudden left turns with oncoming traffic. eek). We finally hit the rest stop and...well, it was a wee bit sad. I mean the trail mix was good, but where are the sandwiches? I think I was spoiled by the spread of some of the other events I have donw. And after 70 miles of riding, REAL food just tastes amazing.
We headed back out and stayed together for about 7 more miles and then the wind in my sails kinda died down and she got ahead of me. The last 10 miles were brutal. My body was hurting. I was getting hungry. At about mile 98 the route sheet said to go over a bridge and then turn left (you go over a river). The road was very busy and I didn't see arrows nor the name of the street to turn on. I rode another two miles and didn't see ANY arrows.
That's when the grouchiness was finally released. I just wanted to be done and didn't know how to get to the finish. I pulled over and got directions off my phone, turned around and 15 minutes later I was finally at the finish. My friends and a few other people were there. I ate an incredibly delicious veggie cheese burger and felt relief. Relief to have real food, relief to finally do a 100 miler and relief to not SAG.
We headed back to my friends house and I had the best shower ever. It's funny how even the small things seem amazing when you beat your body up. We chilled out a little and a couple hours later headed out for sushi which was DELICIOUS. We were going to meet up with some of my friend's friends, but were ready to just chill in our jammies. We got dessert at the grocery store and netflixed Limitless. An hour into the movie I passed out. Not even Bradley Cooper's beautiful blue eyes could keep me awake. I slept hard that night.
I headed back home this morning and somehow convinced hubby to do a recovery ride with me. I was a little nervous about the pain of getting in the bike seat. About a mile in we hit a stop sign and I said, "BABE! My it doesn't hurt sitting."
"That's awesome," he said, "That means riding every day is working!"
So, even though it was a kind of loosey goosey event, it does feel nice to have the 100 miles under my belt and to not be in total pain the day after it.
The next challenge? Next weekend's Wine Country Century. Will be interesting to see what two 100 mile rides in a row feel like for me now.
In the meantime, I am gonna keep on keepin' on.
I did an organized ride on Saturday and DID NOT SAG. Whoo hoo. I was 2 for 2 for 2012 (Cinderella and Tierra Bella respectively) on SAG rides so was unsure if this was the new norm.
The ride was the Folsom Powerhouse Century. I found it randomly online and did it with my friends whom I did the Seattle to Portland ride with. One of my friends lives in Sacramento so I decided to make it a weekend. It was nice to reunite the STP wolfpack.
We woke up at 4:45, ate some oatmeal and eggs and drove out to Folsom. Like most of the things I do--the ride didn't go totally as planned.
It was a small event (I think they said 110 people were signed up for the 65 and 100 mile option, not sure how many did the 30 miler). The check-in was chill, which was a nice contrast to the crazy insanity of Cinderella. (Though I was lucky this was NOT a Sag ride because the cue sheets read, "call ted if you need SAG." As in: ONE. SAG. DRIVER. eek.) The route sheet was printed landscape format so I had to do a little origami to make it fit in my route sheet holder.
I have come to terms with something: my route sheet holder, crazy pink bike with silver handlebars, 3 water bottle cages, and bento box really make me a big old bike poser.
And I am totally cool with that.
So we head off and follow a woman starting the ride. We were on the American River Trail. We rode about a mile and thought it was strange there weren't arrows yet. We pulled over and checked the route sheet. yeah...we weren't supposed to get on the trail. Oopsie. We headed back. I tried to keep a positive attitude and thought, "yay! This means we are way more hardcore and are going to do 102 miles instead of 100!"
We finally got on the real route. I stayed with one of my friends (the other was fending off a cold and opted to do the 30) for about 7 miles and then we went our own pace (she is faster and when our wolf pack is in training mode we have a mutual agreement that it's ok to have different paces and we don't have to ride together the whole time.). At mile 12 there was a mini rest stop with water and a limited amount of refreshments. I filled up my water and ate one of the fig newtons I bought at the grocery store the night before. I bought the organic kind that are in bulk in bins, not really thinking that things go kinda stale in bins. I bit down on the newton and it was like eating wood. Eek! I grabbed an orange slice and brownie bite from the rest stop and headed out.
At this point I was riding for almost 90 mins (the getting lost part added to time on the bike). I looked down at the ground and saw written in chalk:
"30 mile turn around."
"Hmmmm," I thought to myself, "Why can't 30 be enough?"
I mean, seriously, a 30 mile bike ride is still a significant ride. Why couldn't that be enough for me, why do I sign up for these looooong events? I mean, I could have, like, a whole day to take care of stuff if I was cool with riding only 30 miles.
Hmmm...perhaps that is the reason why I do these long events so I don't have to the other things.Like clean my car out. Organize my kitchen drawers.
The next 20 miles were beautiful: rolling green hills, babbling brooks, empty roads. There was a slight climb for awhile (at this point I was by myself--the riders were very spread out). I made a left turn at a stop sign and I was flying! This side of the mountain was much steeper so it was a fast downhill. I hit the stop sign at the bottom of the hill. You could go right or left. However, something was missing.
Arrows.
Hmmm...well THAT could be a problem.
I studied the route sheet and wasn't quite sure where I missed the arrow. I turned around and started riding.
Oops. What goes down MUST come up. That fast hill I sped down meant it would be a grueling climb. I went a few hundred feet and noticed more riders flying down. Maybe I was originaly going the right way. When it was safe I headed back down and followed two other riders who made a right at the stop sign. I caught up to one of them and asked if they were doing the 100 mile or 65 mile option.
"Uh, we are just riding on our own. Is there a ride today?"
Um, eek?
One of the riders was wearing a Death ride jersey and was a local and was nice enough to tell me which way I need to go.
"Yeah," he said. "You have to turn left and go on Chili hill. Which means you'll have to go UP that hill."
"Hmmm," i said, "Well I am training for death ride, so it will probably be good for me."
"Yeah," he said, "You can't really skip the hill parts on the Death Ride."
So I headed back and saw a couple riders at the bottom of the hill scratching their heads (well, their helmets) examining their route sheet.
I asked if they were lost. They said yes. And then I said in a peppy cheerleader voice that was totally lacking sarcasm, "Follow me! We gotta go UP that hill. Whoo hoo!"
Maybe they slipped something in the water? No clue where that enthusiasm came from.
We chugged along up the hill. We found the place where we were supposed to turn and got back on the route. Then we climbed another hill. I ate some jelly bellies and drank some water and wondered what kind of delicious treats would be at the next rest stop.
I was about a couple miles from the rest stop and spotted my friend riding on the other side.
"Hey!" She said, "Turn around and ride with me."
"How was the food at the rest stop?" I asked.
"It didn't really have anything."
So I turned around and joined her. We shared our ride experience. She too had missed arrows. Thank goodness for route sheets. There were some riders stopped on the road confused by the route. Apparently the rode we were on was not on the route sheet but there were arrows on it. In a couple minutes suddenly there was a big group of us on the side of the rode trying to make heads or tails of this ride. We finally all agreed to just keep following the arrows and hoped they were for our ride.
At around mile 60 there was a water stop. Just water. No bathrooms. Actually only one of the "rest" stops had restrooms, which is a little unusual for a 100 mile ride. I tried to maintain my good attitude and thought to myself, "It's a small ride. It's for charity. It's hard work to organize events. I am not
going to complain."
Then we hit a hill. A 3 mile hill. Whew! This is hard! I was definitely feeling all the training from the previous week and was getting a little tired. I wondered if anyone had ever fallen asleep on a bike before.
We FINALLY hit the downhill and followed the arrows (kinda dicey with sudden left turns with oncoming traffic. eek). We finally hit the rest stop and...well, it was a wee bit sad. I mean the trail mix was good, but where are the sandwiches? I think I was spoiled by the spread of some of the other events I have donw. And after 70 miles of riding, REAL food just tastes amazing.
We headed back out and stayed together for about 7 more miles and then the wind in my sails kinda died down and she got ahead of me. The last 10 miles were brutal. My body was hurting. I was getting hungry. At about mile 98 the route sheet said to go over a bridge and then turn left (you go over a river). The road was very busy and I didn't see arrows nor the name of the street to turn on. I rode another two miles and didn't see ANY arrows.
That's when the grouchiness was finally released. I just wanted to be done and didn't know how to get to the finish. I pulled over and got directions off my phone, turned around and 15 minutes later I was finally at the finish. My friends and a few other people were there. I ate an incredibly delicious veggie cheese burger and felt relief. Relief to have real food, relief to finally do a 100 miler and relief to not SAG.
We headed back to my friends house and I had the best shower ever. It's funny how even the small things seem amazing when you beat your body up. We chilled out a little and a couple hours later headed out for sushi which was DELICIOUS. We were going to meet up with some of my friend's friends, but were ready to just chill in our jammies. We got dessert at the grocery store and netflixed Limitless. An hour into the movie I passed out. Not even Bradley Cooper's beautiful blue eyes could keep me awake. I slept hard that night.
I headed back home this morning and somehow convinced hubby to do a recovery ride with me. I was a little nervous about the pain of getting in the bike seat. About a mile in we hit a stop sign and I said, "BABE! My it doesn't hurt sitting."
"That's awesome," he said, "That means riding every day is working!"
So, even though it was a kind of loosey goosey event, it does feel nice to have the 100 miles under my belt and to not be in total pain the day after it.
The next challenge? Next weekend's Wine Country Century. Will be interesting to see what two 100 mile rides in a row feel like for me now.
In the meantime, I am gonna keep on keepin' on.
Monday, April 23, 2012
"Yeah! It is a hill!"
Bike! Bike! Bike!
I really feel like things are starting to come together. I know I have a challenging 2 1/2 months ahead of me, and Saturday my bike ride clicked. It felt like me and my bike weren't dating anymore.
We were now in a committed relationship.
The key to this breakthrough: Riding. Every. Day. The day after Tierra Bella I did a 30 minute recovery ride. Monday I did hill repeats---3 times up Mt. Eden. Tuesday I did brick workout with my mermaids. Wednesday 90 minute ride to mt Eden and back, and 1000 yard swim in the evening. Thursday morning was core torture and 30 minute easy ride. Friday was 35 minute easy ride.
And THEN Saturday.
For the first time ever, I climbed Montebello to the top. This is pretty challenging ride in that you climb 1900 feet in almost 4 miles. I went with my friend Lisa and we started at my place in Cupertino. We had a nice pace going and after about 35 minutes of riding we pulled over to eat and prep for the climb. I told Lisa that it's a pretty sharp right turn on Montebello road so make sure you are in a good gear to climb. I could see the turn coming and heard the Jaws theme in my head. I had no idea what this turn--heck WHAT THIS RIDE--would look like. I got in my granny gear and turned and BAM---I was going up the hill! There is a slight flat part after that first climb and then it's back to climbing. I was gaining on this woman riding up the hill.
"Hill." She said.
I smiled as I looked to the right, "Yeah! It is a hill!"
"No." She said desperately, "Is this Foothill?"
Uh oh. She is a wee bit lost.
"Uh, yeah. This is NOT foothill."
"Where is Foothill?"
Keep in mind that I am still climbing this long mother of a hill and she wants me to be all GPS?
My directions went like this (in a very out of breath voice).
"Turn...Around....stop sign. HUFF PUFF Go. Left. becomes...foot...hill."
And she was gone.
So we climbed. And climbed. And climbed. We stopped to drink. And climbed. There was a mean hill towards the end and then finally we saw the gate closing off the road. WE MADE IT!
And I felt good. Much better than last week's Tierra Bella climb.
We braced ourselves to go back down. I am not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous. I hadn't gone down this hill before and was not quite sure what to expect. I used my brakes a lot and made mental note to practice descents in the future. I saw Picchetti Winery and shouted, "Lisa we are almost there!" And sure enough, we hit the stop sign and continued on to climb Mt Eden. We turned around and rode back to Cupertino and had turkey sandwiches at Subway. Best. Sandwich. Ever.
I was on cloud nine the rest of the day. I climbed Montebello...a road that scared the you know what out of me. A road I never thought I would be strong enough to go up. And it was hard. I had that feeling of having nothing left in my muscles. There is something really scary to me about climbing a hill, giving it your all and not knowing if you can keep going. I was scared of the unknown, of what would happen if I pushed past that pain. And you know what happened?
I got to the top of the hill.
So, Sunday I woke up early, did a 1500 yard swim. Then headed to work to celebrate our amazing volunteers. I came back that afternoon for a 25 minute recovery spin. Hubby came home a day early today from his Grand Canyon motorcycle ride and I knew I needed to ride today AND spend time with him. So I hopped on the trainer and powered through a 40 minute interval ride. By the time I hit my third interval I was on fire. My husband looked over at me while I was pushing to a 93% heart rate. "Is that your interval face?" he asked.
"YESSS!" I growled.
I got off my bike and put on my running clothes. I told Hubby to meet me at our sushi place in 15 minutes. I decided to make it a brick day AND run to dinner date with hubby. My run felt AMAZING. I have no idea why, but I had energy and managed a fairly good pace.
Up next--more of the same and getting ready for a 100 miler in Folsom this Saturday. My weight loss is going slow---it's taking forever to get to the 20 pound mark. I haven't really focused on the Weight Watchers these past couple weeks. Now it's about the balance of ramping up my exercise and staying on plan. And I am trying to not focus too much on that dang number in the scale because I got myself up Montebello, and I am pretty proud of my body for doing that.
I really feel like things are starting to come together. I know I have a challenging 2 1/2 months ahead of me, and Saturday my bike ride clicked. It felt like me and my bike weren't dating anymore.
We were now in a committed relationship.
The key to this breakthrough: Riding. Every. Day. The day after Tierra Bella I did a 30 minute recovery ride. Monday I did hill repeats---3 times up Mt. Eden. Tuesday I did brick workout with my mermaids. Wednesday 90 minute ride to mt Eden and back, and 1000 yard swim in the evening. Thursday morning was core torture and 30 minute easy ride. Friday was 35 minute easy ride.
And THEN Saturday.
For the first time ever, I climbed Montebello to the top. This is pretty challenging ride in that you climb 1900 feet in almost 4 miles. I went with my friend Lisa and we started at my place in Cupertino. We had a nice pace going and after about 35 minutes of riding we pulled over to eat and prep for the climb. I told Lisa that it's a pretty sharp right turn on Montebello road so make sure you are in a good gear to climb. I could see the turn coming and heard the Jaws theme in my head. I had no idea what this turn--heck WHAT THIS RIDE--would look like. I got in my granny gear and turned and BAM---I was going up the hill! There is a slight flat part after that first climb and then it's back to climbing. I was gaining on this woman riding up the hill.
"Hill." She said.
I smiled as I looked to the right, "Yeah! It is a hill!"
"No." She said desperately, "Is this Foothill?"
Uh oh. She is a wee bit lost.
"Uh, yeah. This is NOT foothill."
"Where is Foothill?"
Keep in mind that I am still climbing this long mother of a hill and she wants me to be all GPS?
My directions went like this (in a very out of breath voice).
"Turn...Around....stop sign. HUFF PUFF Go. Left. becomes...foot...hill."
And she was gone.
So we climbed. And climbed. And climbed. We stopped to drink. And climbed. There was a mean hill towards the end and then finally we saw the gate closing off the road. WE MADE IT!
And I felt good. Much better than last week's Tierra Bella climb.
We braced ourselves to go back down. I am not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous. I hadn't gone down this hill before and was not quite sure what to expect. I used my brakes a lot and made mental note to practice descents in the future. I saw Picchetti Winery and shouted, "Lisa we are almost there!" And sure enough, we hit the stop sign and continued on to climb Mt Eden. We turned around and rode back to Cupertino and had turkey sandwiches at Subway. Best. Sandwich. Ever.
I was on cloud nine the rest of the day. I climbed Montebello...a road that scared the you know what out of me. A road I never thought I would be strong enough to go up. And it was hard. I had that feeling of having nothing left in my muscles. There is something really scary to me about climbing a hill, giving it your all and not knowing if you can keep going. I was scared of the unknown, of what would happen if I pushed past that pain. And you know what happened?
I got to the top of the hill.
So, Sunday I woke up early, did a 1500 yard swim. Then headed to work to celebrate our amazing volunteers. I came back that afternoon for a 25 minute recovery spin. Hubby came home a day early today from his Grand Canyon motorcycle ride and I knew I needed to ride today AND spend time with him. So I hopped on the trainer and powered through a 40 minute interval ride. By the time I hit my third interval I was on fire. My husband looked over at me while I was pushing to a 93% heart rate. "Is that your interval face?" he asked.
"YESSS!" I growled.
I got off my bike and put on my running clothes. I told Hubby to meet me at our sushi place in 15 minutes. I decided to make it a brick day AND run to dinner date with hubby. My run felt AMAZING. I have no idea why, but I had energy and managed a fairly good pace.
Up next--more of the same and getting ready for a 100 miler in Folsom this Saturday. My weight loss is going slow---it's taking forever to get to the 20 pound mark. I haven't really focused on the Weight Watchers these past couple weeks. Now it's about the balance of ramping up my exercise and staying on plan. And I am trying to not focus too much on that dang number in the scale because I got myself up Montebello, and I am pretty proud of my body for doing that.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Tierra Bella Ride Report: the Good, the SAG, and the Ugly
Today was the Tierra Bella Bike Ride which starts in Gilroy. I had originally signed up for the 200k(!) and also gave myself the option of doing the 100 mile(!) route in case I wasn’t ready. My 2 weeks off from biking in March combined with the rain the last few weeks did not make me super duper ready for distance and hill climbing. I actually only did 50(!) miles, today and wound up taking SAG for the second time in 2 weeks. And I am way, way cool with it, because that 50 miles was a tough, tough ride. Well—the last 10 because there was 3,000 feet of climbing. So, I am not going to beat myself up about not finishing the distance because ironically I SAGGed twice this year, AND I still feel like my fitness is at a much better place than where it was 3 years ago. So, I present to you: Tierra Bella: the Good the SAG and the Ugly.
The Good: SUN! It was so nice that it didn’t rain today. And the rain from the past few weeks made the rolling South County hills an amazing shade of green. The first 20 miles felt really good. I even managed to ride 5 miles at the same pace as my super fast awesome friends Gina and Naama. I also saw my friend Molly out there (my super pink bike is tough to miss) and it is always great to run into people you know.
The SAG: So, at the rest stop at mile 50 I decided I was done and was going to take one of the SAG cars back (we will get to how I came to that decision soon). I have decided that SAG drivers are now my heroes! It is so awesome to have someone out on the road making sure that you are ok. And they are volunteers! Rock stars! There were 4 of us who needed to be taken back to the start. I sat in front between the driver and the person communicating on the radio with the other SAG drivers. It was…cuddly. I tried to engage my core and stay in place while we took sharp turns because I didn’t want to run into either of them. I have space issues. Well, it was a hilly, twisty, turny road and one of the passengers in the back was having motion sickness issues. Suddenly he said, “Um. Can you pull over when you can?” The driver said yes. And then in an urgent voice he said, “THE SOONER THE BETTER!”
But it was too late. The sound of muffled retching was coming from the backseat. I was thinking three things: “Oh my GAWD. This is HAPPENING!” and “Do not make eye contact.” And, “Oh my gosh, this is sooooo going in my blog.” The driver quickly pulled over and the poor guy got out to finish. Going forward, I think yacking in front of a bunch of strangers is now one of my biggest fears. We finally got back to the start, and the poor guy got sick AGAIN. Only this time he was in the parking lot on his hands and knees. Again, I just tried to not make eye contact.
THE UGLY: So, miles 40 – 50 of the ride are completely uphill. I had never ridden up this road before and didn’t know quite what to expect. It was continuous uphill, with a friendly flat section every once in awhile. I went to my easy gear and wound up dropped my chain. I spent a good 20 minutes trying to get it back on. I ate an energy bar, drank some Gatorade and continued on. I was a little flustered by the incident. And the hill kept going! At one point I looked around and the view was amazing, Lake Anderson was down below and the valley looked beautiful. And, I thought to myself, holy cow this is really high up!
It may have been the hardest bike ride I have ever done. I stopped about 5 times to collect myself, get my heart rate down and hydrate. I was grinding down on the pedals and I just felt like my tank was on empty. My legs were tired, and I tried to just concentrate on breathing. There may have been some swearing on my end. I had about ¼ mile until the rest stop and there was this sign that read “STEEP UPHILL.” I think I may have muttered “Uh, hell no!” I got off my bike and walked a couple hundred yards because, stick a fork in me, I was DONE! I hopped back on my bike and made it to the rest stop. Hurrah! The best part was I saw Gina and Naama (they got there way before me) and Gina looked at me and shouted “I am so proud you made it!” She said, “That was a hard climb!” I said, “I KNOW!” And then she gave me a hug and I started crying. I wasn’t sad or angry. It was just my body’s reaction to what I just put it through.
And so I decided making it all the way to Henry Coe park was a big enough deal for me to call it a day. My body was pretty fatigued and I did not think riding 10 miles downhill would be a very safe thing to do.
So, while I was fighting up that hill my mind did drift to Death Ride which is 3 months away. This ride was an eye opener in my training. It is definitely time for hill repeats and attacking local “big” hills in my area. And hopefully the whole me getting SAG is a short lived fad.
The Good: SUN! It was so nice that it didn’t rain today. And the rain from the past few weeks made the rolling South County hills an amazing shade of green. The first 20 miles felt really good. I even managed to ride 5 miles at the same pace as my super fast awesome friends Gina and Naama. I also saw my friend Molly out there (my super pink bike is tough to miss) and it is always great to run into people you know.
The SAG: So, at the rest stop at mile 50 I decided I was done and was going to take one of the SAG cars back (we will get to how I came to that decision soon). I have decided that SAG drivers are now my heroes! It is so awesome to have someone out on the road making sure that you are ok. And they are volunteers! Rock stars! There were 4 of us who needed to be taken back to the start. I sat in front between the driver and the person communicating on the radio with the other SAG drivers. It was…cuddly. I tried to engage my core and stay in place while we took sharp turns because I didn’t want to run into either of them. I have space issues. Well, it was a hilly, twisty, turny road and one of the passengers in the back was having motion sickness issues. Suddenly he said, “Um. Can you pull over when you can?” The driver said yes. And then in an urgent voice he said, “THE SOONER THE BETTER!”
But it was too late. The sound of muffled retching was coming from the backseat. I was thinking three things: “Oh my GAWD. This is HAPPENING!” and “Do not make eye contact.” And, “Oh my gosh, this is sooooo going in my blog.” The driver quickly pulled over and the poor guy got out to finish. Going forward, I think yacking in front of a bunch of strangers is now one of my biggest fears. We finally got back to the start, and the poor guy got sick AGAIN. Only this time he was in the parking lot on his hands and knees. Again, I just tried to not make eye contact.
THE UGLY: So, miles 40 – 50 of the ride are completely uphill. I had never ridden up this road before and didn’t know quite what to expect. It was continuous uphill, with a friendly flat section every once in awhile. I went to my easy gear and wound up dropped my chain. I spent a good 20 minutes trying to get it back on. I ate an energy bar, drank some Gatorade and continued on. I was a little flustered by the incident. And the hill kept going! At one point I looked around and the view was amazing, Lake Anderson was down below and the valley looked beautiful. And, I thought to myself, holy cow this is really high up!
It may have been the hardest bike ride I have ever done. I stopped about 5 times to collect myself, get my heart rate down and hydrate. I was grinding down on the pedals and I just felt like my tank was on empty. My legs were tired, and I tried to just concentrate on breathing. There may have been some swearing on my end. I had about ¼ mile until the rest stop and there was this sign that read “STEEP UPHILL.” I think I may have muttered “Uh, hell no!” I got off my bike and walked a couple hundred yards because, stick a fork in me, I was DONE! I hopped back on my bike and made it to the rest stop. Hurrah! The best part was I saw Gina and Naama (they got there way before me) and Gina looked at me and shouted “I am so proud you made it!” She said, “That was a hard climb!” I said, “I KNOW!” And then she gave me a hug and I started crying. I wasn’t sad or angry. It was just my body’s reaction to what I just put it through.
And so I decided making it all the way to Henry Coe park was a big enough deal for me to call it a day. My body was pretty fatigued and I did not think riding 10 miles downhill would be a very safe thing to do.
So, while I was fighting up that hill my mind did drift to Death Ride which is 3 months away. This ride was an eye opener in my training. It is definitely time for hill repeats and attacking local “big” hills in my area. And hopefully the whole me getting SAG is a short lived fad.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Big K Face
Yesterday I was feeling kinda gloomy. The previous week I had an amazing training week. I did two interval bike trainer workouts (a necessary evil for my training), shaved over a minute off on my monthly 2 mile test with my workout group, did a 70 mile ride on Saturday followed by a recovery ride on Sunday. I rode Mt. Eden Sunday and timed myself as a benchmark for future rides. Then the gloomy weather returned and I had a rest day on Monday. I was pretty antsy on the rest day---I wanted to move! In theory, I could have exercised though I had my hair done that day and couldn't get it wet. (YES. SUCH. A. DIVA.)
I was also feeling anxious about this Saturday's ride, the Tierra Bella. I am trying to wrap my mind around riding 100 (and possible 130 miles) in a few days. Am I ready? Will I bonk? Are the hills crazy?
So, before my workout group met yesterday I decided to do a quick bike trainer ride. I opted to do an easy ride in case we had a crazy workout. I hopped on my bike and was in a silly mood and decided to take pictures of myself from my trainer. The picture above was sent to my coach and is what we nicknamed my Big K face since that was a look I had a few times when I really got into a workout while training for the Big Kahuna 1/2 Ironman. It's a look of fierceness and sometimes pain. It basically means "You are tearing this up! Grrrr!"
The only problem was I trainered at home and had to dig deep to get the motivation to leave hubby and my cute kitties to head to my workout which would be a 30 minute drive....and it was raining. I put my running clothes on and reluctantly headed out the door. Fortunately it was a mild drizzle and she had us do a 14 minute warmup. Then we did hill repeats 5 times. The first one was way hard and made my heart rate shoot straight up. Coach Heidi asked how I was doing (Big K face turned into" She May be in so much pain She is Giving Birth to Triplets" face) and I said it was hard. Then she said, "Maybe you should try breathing." Hmmmm....breathing...what a concept. So on the next sets I worked on breathing through my nose and exhaling through my mouth. It felt so unnatural.
We did some walking lunges and more running sets. It was strange though because I feel with each work out I am committing more and more to what I am doing. Yes, I am not the fastest, strongest, fill in the blank-est one there, but I WAS PRESENT. Staying present in as many workputs as I can is key in my training. We finished with crunches and I headed home. On the drive back it dawned on me: "I FEEL AMAAAAAAAZING!" The mix of working out and taking in the oxygen outside was an instant mood lifter.
Endorphins. Cheaper than therapy.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
The Cinderella Games: A Ride Recap
Today I braved the horrendous forecasts of rain and wind and attempted the Cinderella bike ride in Pleasanton. I say "attempted" because I decided to SAG almost 40 miles in. But we will get to that in a bit.
On another note, I decided to drink the kool aid and finally read The Hunger Games. Totally hooked on book one, watched the movie, and now I am engrossed in book 2. So, of course Hunger games are constantly in the back of my head.
And seriously, as I was riding through the wind and the rain this morning I thought to myself, "This is kind of like the Hunger Games." Well except for the, you know, murdering of people. And people volunteered to do Cinderella. But, I went with this because any distraction from the blustering weather was welcome. So, even though I am not nearly as bad a$$ as Katniss, let's call me Jillness.
And I present to you: The Cinderella Games.
The Cinderella Bike Ride takes place ever year and women across the Bay Area await with baited breath for the green post card in the mail telling that they are allowed to register for The Cinderella Bike Ride. Unlike the Hunger Games, this is something people want to get into. People copy registration cards for their friends, sell last minute cancellations. Women who have never been on a bike want to try this ride out.
Jillness has had mixed feelings about the Cinderella games. She wasn't a strong rider in the past, but she loved any opportunity where she could wear a ladybug costume, or butterfly wings on a bike without judgement. Though she had done the ride for the past 3 out of 4 years, she was still traumatized by the wind (can we say 6 mph going downhill?) from the Cinderella challenge 2 years ago. A bunch of the women in her district (District Mermaid) were doing the Cinderella ride so she knew she would regret not doing it.
The morning of the Cinderella Games she put on her outfit. The black capris had an attached skirt that was pink with blue, green and yellow bubbles. The black jacket had accents of the same pink fabric. Jillness was very disorganized so of course she couldn't find her black leg warmers. She knew it would be cold so she wore her rainbow leg warmers, and her pink kitty socks. With her hot pink bike with silver handlebars and her loud outfit, she was channeling two childhood idols: JEM and Punky Brewster.
Jillness arrived at the arena (AKA Alameda County Fairgrounds) and immediately formed an alliance with other fellow District Mermaid people: Wilma, Naama, and Gina. They each had strength Jillness coveted. Naama had a very gentle smile while schooling you up a crazy hill. Gina was an Ironwoman and always thanked volunteers and greeted people with a friendly, "On your left, have a lovely ride ladies." Wilma had an infectious laugh and some seriously fast cadence. Jillness knew her own strength: she could distract fellow riders with her strange outfits and wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy pink bike. I mean, we are talking PINK.
Unlike the hunger games, there isn't a formal start to the Cinderella. People just kinda start when they want. The riding in the beginning was stressful as clumps of riders tried to figure out how to ride single file. Some riders were naughty and did not obey the rules of group riding and Jillness would say (in a passive aggressive way), "Careful Wilma, someone is passing you ON YOUR RIGHT."
The point where jillness realized this was like the Hunger games was around mile 8. The newbie riders started getting crazy. All of the sudden someone stopped their bike. In the middle of the freakin road! "WHHAAAA" shouted Jillness and she saw Gina maneuver a bike around the stopped rider. She thought Gina was safe until she saw a cyclist make a u-turn(!) and almost plow into her sweet friend. Gina's quick reflexes ensured everyone was safe. Jillness was not as polite as Gina and shouted out, "WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?!!!!"
They got back into their groove of riding and stopped to hydrate and eat. They knew that they had to stay hydrated to be successful at the Cinderella Games. At mile 18 they felt the pelting rain coming from the dark silver clouds. This was it. The Gamemakes were having fun with them now. They pedaled up a small climb and almost were knocked over by the wind. The rain came down in buckets. Jillness felt her stomach grumble and knew the two fig newtons from an hour ago were not enough. Fortunately, the cornucopia lunch stop was coming up. They made it to the rest stop and Jillness made a sandwich, ate an oreo (thank goodness for activity points) and went to the beverage station to hydrate. A kind volunteer was handing out small bags of m&ms. Jillness was warmed by his dedication to volunteer even in such crummy weather, and also dealing with all these riders complaining about the rain and cold (HELLO PEOPLE! IT SAID RAIN IN THE FORECAST! WE KNEW WHAT WE WERE GETTING INTO...but I digress). the volunteer handed Jillness the candy and she said, "Thank you so much." He said, "Thanks for the smile." Under ordinary circumstances, a cheesy line like this would make Jillness recoil in horror, but she had a feeling dealing with the grouchy ladies all morning he probably didn't get a lot of smiles.
Jillness and her alliance huddled together for warmth and ate their lunch. Jillness was in heaven eating her sourdough turkey and cheese sandwich (she has avoided refined white sugar since starting the weight watchers, but darn that refined white sugar tastes deelish).
They headed back out. At this point they were at mile 32. 34 more to go. The rain started up again, and then the wind. At one point Jillness didn't even think her bike could go further. And then she felt it.
Or rather didn't feel...her feet.
Her socks were soaked. Her feet felt numb. She wasn't able to keep up with her alliance. She knew that 2 1/2 hours more of riding with numb feet would not be pleasant (and possibly hypothermic) and she needed to be healthy since her work was putting on an Easter Egg hunt the following day. At mile 38ish (remember, Jillness is disorganized and thus forgot to charge her garmin so she is estimating now) her alliance stopped. Gina looked at her with concern. "How you doing?"
"My feet are cold!" she whined.
Jillness and Gina both agreed it would be best to take SAG back. Jillness didn't want to hold the group back and, also wanted a nice hot shower and to be done with the misery. The group started riding and after a mile flagged down a SAG truck and Jillness waved goodbye to her strong kick a$$ friends from District Mermaid. She got in the truck, was thankful for the ride, and headed back to the arena. It was time to go home.
Ok Ok...I realize I am a supreme dork for writing this. But seriously, it was a pretty fun day even though Mother nature went all crazy on us. I am so thankful for such good friends. We supported each other during the ride, and there wasn't judgement from them that I decided to quit. Most importantly, I didn't judge myself (gawd---could this BE any more "One to grow on"?). It's not worth beating myself up for not finishing. And I feel genuine happiness--not envy---that my amazing buddies finished this beast!
But next time I will make sure I wear rain pants and better shoe covers to stay dry!
Up next: two weeks of major, major bike time to prep for Tierra Bella 200k on April 14! Can't wait! It is great to be back on the bike!
On another note, I decided to drink the kool aid and finally read The Hunger Games. Totally hooked on book one, watched the movie, and now I am engrossed in book 2. So, of course Hunger games are constantly in the back of my head.
And seriously, as I was riding through the wind and the rain this morning I thought to myself, "This is kind of like the Hunger Games." Well except for the, you know, murdering of people. And people volunteered to do Cinderella. But, I went with this because any distraction from the blustering weather was welcome. So, even though I am not nearly as bad a$$ as Katniss, let's call me Jillness.
And I present to you: The Cinderella Games.
The Cinderella Bike Ride takes place ever year and women across the Bay Area await with baited breath for the green post card in the mail telling that they are allowed to register for The Cinderella Bike Ride. Unlike the Hunger Games, this is something people want to get into. People copy registration cards for their friends, sell last minute cancellations. Women who have never been on a bike want to try this ride out.
Jillness has had mixed feelings about the Cinderella games. She wasn't a strong rider in the past, but she loved any opportunity where she could wear a ladybug costume, or butterfly wings on a bike without judgement. Though she had done the ride for the past 3 out of 4 years, she was still traumatized by the wind (can we say 6 mph going downhill?) from the Cinderella challenge 2 years ago. A bunch of the women in her district (District Mermaid) were doing the Cinderella ride so she knew she would regret not doing it.
The morning of the Cinderella Games she put on her outfit. The black capris had an attached skirt that was pink with blue, green and yellow bubbles. The black jacket had accents of the same pink fabric. Jillness was very disorganized so of course she couldn't find her black leg warmers. She knew it would be cold so she wore her rainbow leg warmers, and her pink kitty socks. With her hot pink bike with silver handlebars and her loud outfit, she was channeling two childhood idols: JEM and Punky Brewster.
Jillness arrived at the arena (AKA Alameda County Fairgrounds) and immediately formed an alliance with other fellow District Mermaid people: Wilma, Naama, and Gina. They each had strength Jillness coveted. Naama had a very gentle smile while schooling you up a crazy hill. Gina was an Ironwoman and always thanked volunteers and greeted people with a friendly, "On your left, have a lovely ride ladies." Wilma had an infectious laugh and some seriously fast cadence. Jillness knew her own strength: she could distract fellow riders with her strange outfits and wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy pink bike. I mean, we are talking PINK.
Unlike the hunger games, there isn't a formal start to the Cinderella. People just kinda start when they want. The riding in the beginning was stressful as clumps of riders tried to figure out how to ride single file. Some riders were naughty and did not obey the rules of group riding and Jillness would say (in a passive aggressive way), "Careful Wilma, someone is passing you ON YOUR RIGHT."
The point where jillness realized this was like the Hunger games was around mile 8. The newbie riders started getting crazy. All of the sudden someone stopped their bike. In the middle of the freakin road! "WHHAAAA" shouted Jillness and she saw Gina maneuver a bike around the stopped rider. She thought Gina was safe until she saw a cyclist make a u-turn(!) and almost plow into her sweet friend. Gina's quick reflexes ensured everyone was safe. Jillness was not as polite as Gina and shouted out, "WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?!!!!"
They got back into their groove of riding and stopped to hydrate and eat. They knew that they had to stay hydrated to be successful at the Cinderella Games. At mile 18 they felt the pelting rain coming from the dark silver clouds. This was it. The Gamemakes were having fun with them now. They pedaled up a small climb and almost were knocked over by the wind. The rain came down in buckets. Jillness felt her stomach grumble and knew the two fig newtons from an hour ago were not enough. Fortunately, the cornucopia lunch stop was coming up. They made it to the rest stop and Jillness made a sandwich, ate an oreo (thank goodness for activity points) and went to the beverage station to hydrate. A kind volunteer was handing out small bags of m&ms. Jillness was warmed by his dedication to volunteer even in such crummy weather, and also dealing with all these riders complaining about the rain and cold (HELLO PEOPLE! IT SAID RAIN IN THE FORECAST! WE KNEW WHAT WE WERE GETTING INTO...but I digress). the volunteer handed Jillness the candy and she said, "Thank you so much." He said, "Thanks for the smile." Under ordinary circumstances, a cheesy line like this would make Jillness recoil in horror, but she had a feeling dealing with the grouchy ladies all morning he probably didn't get a lot of smiles.
Jillness and her alliance huddled together for warmth and ate their lunch. Jillness was in heaven eating her sourdough turkey and cheese sandwich (she has avoided refined white sugar since starting the weight watchers, but darn that refined white sugar tastes deelish).
They headed back out. At this point they were at mile 32. 34 more to go. The rain started up again, and then the wind. At one point Jillness didn't even think her bike could go further. And then she felt it.
Or rather didn't feel...her feet.
Her socks were soaked. Her feet felt numb. She wasn't able to keep up with her alliance. She knew that 2 1/2 hours more of riding with numb feet would not be pleasant (and possibly hypothermic) and she needed to be healthy since her work was putting on an Easter Egg hunt the following day. At mile 38ish (remember, Jillness is disorganized and thus forgot to charge her garmin so she is estimating now) her alliance stopped. Gina looked at her with concern. "How you doing?"
"My feet are cold!" she whined.
Jillness and Gina both agreed it would be best to take SAG back. Jillness didn't want to hold the group back and, also wanted a nice hot shower and to be done with the misery. The group started riding and after a mile flagged down a SAG truck and Jillness waved goodbye to her strong kick a$$ friends from District Mermaid. She got in the truck, was thankful for the ride, and headed back to the arena. It was time to go home.
Ok Ok...I realize I am a supreme dork for writing this. But seriously, it was a pretty fun day even though Mother nature went all crazy on us. I am so thankful for such good friends. We supported each other during the ride, and there wasn't judgement from them that I decided to quit. Most importantly, I didn't judge myself (gawd---could this BE any more "One to grow on"?). It's not worth beating myself up for not finishing. And I feel genuine happiness--not envy---that my amazing buddies finished this beast!
But next time I will make sure I wear rain pants and better shoe covers to stay dry!
Up next: two weeks of major, major bike time to prep for Tierra Bella 200k on April 14! Can't wait! It is great to be back on the bike!
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